THIS IS MY FAMILY!!! Today is my father's birthday...Unfortunately, I'm not there..Thanks Abah for what you have gave to me. Abah...you had sacrified a lot for your childrens. I'M SO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU AS MY FATHER even sometimes you never listen to your children and made mistakes...hahahahha~ You gave what I want....eerrrkkk! except the NOKIA 5610. Why abah??? why??? kikikiki~ You gave it to Ezze but it's ok....
Day by day, our relation becomes more closer. Now, I can kiss you on the cheek. I can't do it before because I'm scared...and now I'm happy I'm not scared to you anymore....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABAH!!! LUV U!
the clock shows 5 PM...I went to the toilet and took shower. Suddenly, my roommate told me that one of my classmate in the hospital...They said it was Alia... But Yati and Ina told me that it was not Alia but AQMAL.
I called Rin to confirm the news...I heard Rin's voice..she cried on the phone...I asked her and she said, " Ema, AQMAL dah x ada..dia dah tinggalkan kita.." Suddenly my tears falling down..I hope she was lying..I asked Rin to said once again...and it is for real this time and I'm speechless. I go to the hospital with Yati and Ina in such of hurry.
I reached to the hospital. I'm surprised because everybody from J8 was there EXCEPT ME. Why??? Nobody tell me before...='( I'm the one who came late....I'M SO SAD.
Half an hour later, someone went out from the bilik mayat. He said we can see AQMAL's corpse now. i want go inside but I have no strength to do it. I can't move even a step. My step stopped in front of the door. I saw the corpse and I can't stand any longer...I cried as much as I want...Everybody was cried when they saw the corpse.
I can't stand anymore when Mekjah shaked AQMAL'S BODY..I hope he will woke up and said it just a joke.......I wait for him to open his eyes but he disappointed me..he never woke up again...AQMAL LEFT US....AQMAL, WHY YOU LEFT US??? WE JUST SPENT TIME IN A SHORT TIME...WHY???
YOU KNOW WHAT? I STILL REMEMEBR YOU HOLD MY HANDS..YOU HELPED ME EACH TIME WE PASSED THE CURAM...YOU HELPED ME..YOU HELPED OTHERS..I NEVER THOUGHT THAT YOU HOLD MY HANDS WAS FOR THE LAST TIME WHEN WE WERE IN PANGKOR...I WON'T LET YOU GO IF I KNOW THAT IT IS FOR THE LAST TIME...NOW, WHEN WE HAVE JUNGLE TRACKING, NOBODY HOLD MY HANDS ANYMORE...='(
I HAVE NO PICTURES WITH YOU..UNFORTUNATELY!
TO MOHD AQMAL BIN MOHD ZAIWAWI...I MISS U!! ALL OF US MISS YOU!
SEMOGA ROHMU TENANG DI ATAS SANA DAN DI TEMPATKAN DALAM KALANGAN ORANG-ORANG YANG BERIMAN...AMIN...
~ AL - FATIHAH ~
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